Friday, July 11, 2008,Friday, July 11, 2008
Yucks,gross.You would also be grossed out of you say it yourself.
I pity the birde, may it rest in peace, and boo to the inhuman thing
who killed it ):
Anyways, life isn't so great as I hope it would be.
Things never seem to be running smoothly,
and I am very tired facing all my problems.
However, I will continue on living each day to the fullest.
Personally, I think what we had in the past is impossibe to get back
I am tried of going through the same process all over again.
I tried to be there for you as a friend, but you kept pushing me away.
Coming to me only when you need help, but even so I am happy
because you are my friend.
oh, let's say, used to be friend
However, I had enough of this because
I can't continue taking that attitude.
Let the past remain as the past, because
I am facing the present head on, with or without you.
I am going to focus on my studies and not you anymore.
Because I don't deserve, the way you treat me.
So goodbye my friend.
I still love you, you can always come to me if you need help
I will always be beside you cheering for you.
but not the same as before, because you changed.
and I have change.
I think you know what I am getting at
I personally find it very upsetting that
you kept the bad memorises and threw away the bad.
I tried to fix this friendship but you just won't budge because
you kept your grudge.
Even, so you treated me as a useless sheet of being.
but not this time, because I made it a point to get on with my life
and not destroy it like you did to your life.
I can be stupid,
I can be cunning,
I can be selfish,
just like you. but I will not compromise, because is impossibe.
because I refuse to be like you, a backstabber, a liar,
a person whom make use of people.
because I will never be such a low-down person.
Sometimes, I wonder why you are never ashamed of your ways?
I hope I didn't make any ememies by saying out how I feel.
But I just feel very miserable for how things had turn out.
I am really happy with my new friends that I have made.
I love you all!! YOU PEOPLE ARE JUST GREAT!
Thanks for being there for me when I am feeling bad.