Sunday, September 7, 2008,Sunday, September 07, 2008
Yo!
Had a 1 week september holiday...
haha...
i only like...
play maple...
some homework haha...
tuition...
ya i tink only like that haha...
how lazy i am....
haha...
anyway let's talk about life...
hmm...
wat to talk about...
let me recall...
mostly it sucks...
i hate my life it is mostly is miserable...
y must i have this life i hate it i dun like it...
to people i am just a piece of glass which is so transparent that nobody could see...
i hope i would die on the day of september 30 2008...
any day also can...
because living a life like that is like erm...
undescibe...
i just hate my life...
told u that i got to go home...
aask me am i lying...
am i that kind of person to you who lies...
yes i lie sometime but with some people...
am i not a trustworthy person?
y is it so complicated?
y dun all dun fight?
because the more u fight the more i will hate u n it is hard to get back that friendship back...
y dun just kill me den continue fight?
i just hate it..
y is my life full of misery...
did i did something really wrong that is not to be unforgetable?unforgivable?
must i cry beg u to stop fighting?
y can't a world be peaceful?
even if it is not peaceful it coulde be else where...
i dunnoe...
what is wrong...
y inside me is full of hate...
nothing is love...
i dunnoe y i hate her deeply...
am i invisible?
i just dun understand...
y nobody could understand me?
i just need some care love n some...
i dunnoe how to say...
my life i can only say is full of hate no love no glory no faith...
i laugh i smile be cheerful some is fake some is real is just a little of it is real...
the rest is fake not real...
all this causes could be because of the backstabbing betrayed...
so pls understand when i can't forgive her...
did u even notice me...
saw me when i need help...
care for me?
nvm...
tomoorow continue...